September 2010
20 posts
All Of A Sudden I Miss Everyone
Sunday
It’s raining outside. I’m sitting here with my cat, sipping tea and reading Kerouac while I wait for my spaghetti to finish. This is happiness.
God Damnit
Who put a question mark on the Teleprompter?
E-cookie if you know this movie without Google-ing...
By way of sympathy for Brad, who is now just as dejected and hopeless as Albert was at the beginning of the movie, Albert understands that he and Brad are no different, that everything really is inextricably connected, but that these connections necessarily arise from the often senselessly painful reality of human existence.
The surest way that I know I have hit rock bottom is that in my acknowledgment of my own condition, I also accept and understand that I will do nothing to change myself. I will waste time with a bunch of talk about how I know I need to change, and maybe I will do *some* of the things I will say I need to do, but not for long, or in full, and likely not at all. I’m not entirely okay with...
Preseason hockey starts tonight. 7 pm I’m off the grid.
On the car ride home a little while ago I was suddenly struck by the urge to lift my hand up out the window. As soon as I did, I felt the faintest hint of a feeling I can’t really explain sneaking up my spine, only to vanish as quickly as it arrived. The closest I can come to describing it was that it was the fleetest sensation of true, thrilling elation, a spontaneous but muted burst of...
I can't help it.
Jawbreaker binge. I’m feeling romantic.
We stood in your room and laughed out loud. Suddenly the laughter died and we were caught in an eye to eye. We sat on the floor and did we sit close. I could smell your thoughts and thought. Do you want to touch a lot like me? Too scared to say a thing. I left your house and kicked myself. I put those feelings on a shelf to die. I guess...
